The title says a lot. =)

Lets seeeeeeee.

I'm done with freshman year of college. It was insane, in a good way. I pulled a decent GPA- and I blame Bio for not having a better one. I'm job searching at home and I have 2 good leads so far. I just hope they pan out. Channings wedding is next week. A week from today...well. Yesterday? Bah. It's Thursday. I get to see my darling boyfriend then too =) I love being home but this whole 3 months with my sister thing is going to be bad. She's used to being lazy, taking up the couch, TV, food, and bathroom. Now she has to share and it's making her mad and her being mad at me ALL the time is annoying and makes me just want to leave. I'm just plain tired of drama. After all this time I found out Justin did cheat on me, and now I have to look at his face and hear his voice at church all the time. It makes me want to smack him. Especially when he tries to talk to me while I'm talking to other people. Because I've had so much to say to him lately right? Anyway. Michael's got a great job in Georgia for the summer. We don't talk much because it's an 8-4:30 job and he has to drive 45 minutes to it daily and then back and when he gets back he fishes. He likes fish. I don't understand. They're slimy and gross and some make noise. Fish shouldn't make noise. Or have teeth. Haha! Fish rant over. Point is- I'm excited I get to see him soon. And for your viewing pleasure...

He really is adorable. Bask in his cuteness =) hehe. Sorry =)

Yay for Chiles chorus! One thing I don't like about college, no Chiles Chorus. I loved that program. Yeah- the people in it (some) sucked. A lot. But overall it was amazing. They had their final concert Tuesday and I got to watch those who are still my friends perform. I loved it. I babysat Wednesday night for the first time in ages. I can't believe how much I missed playing with a couple kids. Yes, I got bruised and beat up. So worth it. Tomorrow night is Relay for Life (Round 2 for me) And I'm pumped. Then the weekend and the wedding and oh goodness. Now? Sleep =)

I've been in college for a semester and a few weeks. At first I really hated it, and wanted to go home and be with friends I know and people who actually cared. Then when I did go back, everything felt like I didn't belong. Then over Christmas break Justin and I broke up. Enter "heartbreak" that went away in a few days. I went back to school with a new motive. I was going to make friends, and go places and not sit here staring at my phone waiting for Justin to text me, and then getting mad when he was too busy for me. I went to my friends room, at dunner with them, and went places with them. I've got people here who have my back and I didn't even know it. It's only a few weeks into this semester and I already feel better about being here. Today, Justin decided to change his mind and go to FSU. I was very WTF. You said you were coming here and you change your mind? Douche. I still stand by the "douche" part. But I am SO OVER him. And it feels really good. Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I don't ever have to deal with his drama, argue with someone every single day, or take his moms intense hatred of me. When I'm home next week I'm going to church with my head held high because THIS is me. THIS is me who isn't dependent on a boy anymore. Who knows that she doesn't have to have a guy in her life to make her happy, and doesn't feel guilty for talking to that really cute guy, or going out with her best guy friend. This is me. Take it or leave it. Because I'm tired of changing for some guys standard of what a girlfriend should be, how I should act, or who I can hang out with. =)

On an equally awesome note!

My friends Channing and Kyle got engaged this week!! She's doing 3 Maids of Honor in her wedding, and chose me to be one of them! I'm soooo excited. She's one of my best friends.

ANDD Amber and Josh have been engaged for a while, and living together, and finally chose their wedding date. The whole "old crew" are her bridesmaids.

Never have I been more excited for the summer =)

Maybe they'll let me bring cute boys as a date? =)

Two updates in one week? No way.

Yes way.

My lying, cheating, douche bag of an ex boyfriend has a new girlfriend. He asked her out Friday. It had been 10 days since we broke up. TEN days. He tried to explain himself to me and I let in on him. Telling him everything I've been keeping inside these past few days. I think I made him cry. I deleted him from my phone, blocked him on facebook and AIM. Deleted all the Chiles Band kids off my facebook. I can't believe how low he is. If you can't staay single for ten days you have a problem. I'm so livid. Beyond livid. What a bastard. He wants me to listen, but I just don't want to hear why he thinks this is OK. He said he knew it'd hurt me but everything he did hurt me anyway. Which apparently makes everything right. Not so much. He got hell from me today. He's going to get hell from me next week when I have to see his lying, cheating face. He lied to me about dating her. I asked who her new boyfriend was and he played stupid, acting like he didn't know what I was talking about. Then when I asked if he was dating her he said yes. The cheating part is he had been waiting for us to break up so he could ask her out. He decided ten days was sufficient. I hope he rots in hell.